[Darksidehearts]

Thank you Light, i appreciate that. I do remember so many good but it's still so hard, I mean this week I keep coming in the house and want to say hello to her but I pause to remember she's not here anymore so I would be greeting no one. Still it was nice to be able to see her coming through the door, I've seen a lot of people playing and holding their dogs either in the neighborhood or at random places, I feel bad because she never let us pick her up much for that but I feel good in knowing that she loved us in her own way. It's tough to turn around and not see her behind you or hearing her barking when it's time to feed her. Also when I'm home here alone it was nice to have someone around, I liked talking to her as I made breakfast and lunch. We're doing a little better though, we went to the Bleach Movie Thursday night and tonight to be Fair I took Mom to the Sex & The City movie, even though I hadn't seen the series it wasn't that bad. I think we just needed to get out of the house for a while. It's funny but we started talking about some of the good times we had with Tiffany and some funny things she did. I felt better when I read about some issues she had which were common with the breed, so at least I know the problems she had getting older was something natural. I was kinda shocked to hear that her breed is starting to get shorter now a days. We got some flowers that will grow over by her grave yearly through light or shade so that way she'll always be there with us in spirit.